Me

My body isn't perfect.
I don't walk with confidence.
I get into fights with my parents and friends.
Some nights I'd rather be by myself than out partying.
I cry over the smallest things sometimes.
There are days that I get through with forced smiles and fake laughs.
Sometimes I try to convince myself that things are okay when they're not.
I'm not ugly but I'm not beautiful.
I don't look as good in real life as I do in pictures.
There are some nights that I cry myself to sleep.
I constantly think I'm not good enough.
I'm imperfect , but I'm perfectly ME!

wondering

Does everyting in this world have a meaning? is destiny for real? or we are just following directions and living casualities ?
Maybe you can change your own destiny , maybe if you decide left when you would have decided right you were ruining your life for good!
Taking decision by your own , is not a piece of cake at all , dont you remember when ur mum decided where you were going or not , what colour you were going to were , what food to eat , what boy to love ? Now is you the one that have to decide everything! absolutley everything , and if your wrong you are the only one to take the blame .
Sometimes i wish i could go back , and i wonder if i change one moment , will all my life be a totally different story!

maybe...

Maybe i belong somewhere else! maybe i made a mistake coming to Madrid without knowing exactly who i was ! Maybe this is just the begining of a great adventure ! or Maybe its just the end of a good one! Maybe i'm not made to wake up every morning in the middle of the main without sea ! Maye i was made to wake up every morning in a little flat in the middle of notting hill and take te underground to university ! Maybe my life is not that complicated ! Maybe i'm just one more in the middle of the world ! Maybe london , maybe madrid , maybe tenerife , maybe wherever!

But it just MAY BE !

trainspotting!

Reason : Theres no reason , Who needs a reason when you have heroin?

whateveer!

Sometimes i dont understand anythiing ... people is so unpredictable!
well we have to go on , and focus on ourselves cause if you waste ur time being worried about everyone else , i swear that you r going to be wasting ur own life ...
Today is that days that u dont have anything to thank to anybody , is like im here bymyself and i dont need YOU !
So thats it :

Im ME! and im PROUD OF IT!

Swine flu lol

Swine flu is totally killing meee!!! lol

well im bored and i just wanted to do something soo i came here and write! , my headche is touturing me ! and i cant almost move!

One advice , if u wanna see a PERFECT movie : "Paranoid Park" is your best choice , believe mee!!


Gus Van Sant loveer (L)


see you soon fuckeerss!!

Hello fuckeeers!!!

Hello !! sorry , but i was trying to feel confortable here at my new home before starting to write again!

everything is so perfect that i dont believe it yeet , like what happen to me today !! i was at class , and when i get out i see a HUGE bottle of beer (mixta) they were giving them for free!! at the campuus!!



theen apart from making new friends and all thaat , i was this weekend wiith canarian peopleee (LL)
they came here to visit and we went ouut , to el elasticooo yeaah!! modern stuff!! ^^

see you soon fuckeers !!