Confession:

I don't like thinking about the past
because I start thinking
"it was so simple. so easy. and you took
it all for granted. and you can't never get it back."
And then all these emotions
start building
in my chest
behind my eyes
clouding my thoughts
and I can't speak
and I can't think
and the only thing I know is
I miss how it used to be
I miss who I used to be